waaaaah, 550am, waaaaah, is she screaming?, rock, nurse, rock, back in the crib, back in bed for 10 minutes, beep-beep-beep-beep alarm, snooze, alarm, snooze, alarm- 640am, shower, iron, dress, lunch? check, kindle? check, wallet? check, 715- wake Tilly, diaper, dress, spit-up, undress, dress, burp cloth, coat, drive to daycare, drop off, wait for the bus, get on the bus, go 2 stops, shit i forgot part of the breast pump! get off the bus, walk to daycare, pick up car, drive home, get part, wait for the bus, bus to school, 920am-3+ hours since last feeding- time to pump already, grant meeting with administrator, emails, grant work, meeting with advisor- "I think you should collect more pilot data", pump, lab meeting, mental crisis iwillnevergetthisgrantcompleted, grant work, pump, 530pm-meeting with pulmonologist re: research, wait for the bus, bus to home, arrive 7pm- VOTE (Yes! to the library!), walk home, open door.....TILLY SMILING AND LAUGHING AND WAVING- Hi Mama!, milk to the freezer, milk out of the freezer for tomorrow, playtime, read books, nurse, 815- Tilly to bed, 845- pee (when was the last time?), "dinner", pack diapers, pack Tilly food, pack my food, fold laundry, puree peas, Daily Show with Oreos, fall asleep on the couch, set alarm, bed, 4am- waaaaaaaah, you pace, i pace, diaper change, tylenol (teething pain?), finally- nurse = baby ambien, 530-asleep, 630-alarm.
repeat.
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